Just some feelings.

Well, today 04/05/2012, was the school's report deliver, i was too crazy, cuz i did not study at this first school period,
And the dads that not came to take the school report, the Principal will call to them, to talk about it,
And i did not tell to her that will be today, and they will call to her...
SO...


I GOT FUCKED !

But, i'm trying to overcome this, cause if in one moment i sadden me, so that way i'll not study...
EVERY FUCKING DAY, i'm studying at night, i could study at afternoon, but i can't, cause i'm on this FUCKING  job. i swear that in the middle of year i'll get out of here, but it'll be too later. ?

Of course not ! but to my mom thinks YES....

She thinks that go bad on school, means the end of world, and all students knows that this is a ridiculous afirmation...

I could be a junky, but i'm not !

I promise that this is the only period that i got fucked, cuz in the others i'll be on of the best students of my class, I PROMISE !!!

But i'm too stressed, because my mom does not know that i'm too bad at school, and when she knows, this i'll make her a monster !
She'll scream too loud with me, that i'll be deaf at the same moment, i'm almost in darkness again, almost sad, almost...

Nothing....

BUUUUUTT, i'm thinking
"OH, FUCK OFF !!"

I don't care with me, i just care to Larissa, and i want to give her a great future, and i'll study a lot, so the good result i'll come together !!
I cannot stay sad, i have to be happy...


If she screams with me, i'll not hear, and tell nothing, just stay stopped..





Well, this is my image of day, everyday i'll chose an image to put here, that demostrate the way i'm felling or that represents my day...